| *looks around* gee this place has gotten quite dusty -_- i know nobody even checks this anymore probably so i'm just going to talk to myself to feel better.
today i found out that i'm broke. i had been saving money and it was up to about $530 dollars. the computer broke and my dad needed to buy a part for it so he asked if he could borrow $100 and i was going to give it to him except it has just come into the light that my MOM has been taking my money and now i have nothing. i feel awful about it. i yelled at her and threw it in her face about how she never pays me back, and she deserved it, but i hate to think how much that probably hurt to her. it makes me sad to think that she struggles so much with money and i know nothing about it. she could have asked me to borrow money and i would have given it to her. and all this time i've been ordering off the internet with my account and my mom was paying for it in secret because she had taken all of my money. i regret being mean about it and yet i feel betrayed. shouldn't i be mad? madder than i am? i just feel so very sorry for her. i hope that i am not like her when i grow up. if it was me i would feel a great burden from having to take from my child. she says that she will repay me but i've heard it all before. after all she did owe me 100 already. what can i do? she's my mom. i'm just going to change banks so that she will have no access to my money at all. it was foolish to let her have access anyway but it was a free account since she works for the bank. my dad always said are you sure she isn't taking your money? and i told him that she wouldn't do such a thing. haha i wonder if he knew all along and i was spouting off about how i could trust her like a fool. family! bah | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment   |
| Gee I suppose I should be updating my LJ more than this...Well, let's see. I checked my grades today. Everything was an A...except that cursed Art Appreciation. Somehow I got a B in that and I only missed one assignment ;__; Grrrr that bastard...oh wait, maybe it was two assignments ehehe.
Recently i've been really into the manga Death Note. The story is about a boy that finds a notebook owned by a Shinigami or God of Death. When a persons name is written in the book it kills them. Basically the boy decides it's a good idea to kill every criminal he can find in order to create a utopia where everyone is scared of being bad because they might magically have a heartattack. Oh yeah and the shinigami follows him around and he's addicted to apples...like cigarettes or heroine XD. It's really twisted and the logic that goes into this damn manga blows my frickin mind! I don't think anybody thinks as much as Raiko and L do. Nobody! Anyway, it's really refreshing to read about a main character that isn't a straightforward 'good guy'. Maybe he's a bad guy...ok he's really bad! hehe but he's got good intentions at least so does that make him not bad? Well if anyone wants to read Death Note, the scanlations can be found at orangetangerine.tk or if that link doesn't work tell me in a comment and i'll scrounge up another link for you.
I'm going insane with the need to open my christmas presents and to make matters worse, I just spotted a new present today. I went up to it and shook it. Afterwards I wondered if i should have done that because it sounded fragile 0.o. What if i opened it and it was all broken. That would suck! hahaha i want to open them sooo bad! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| You Know You're From North Carolina When...
You've gotten used to the smell of cow manure on a car trip to Raleigh.
Saying "y'all" isn't just a cute expression; it actually means something.
There are big labrador retrievers in the back of every truck.
You give directions using KFC and Waffle House as landmarks.
You still see Dale Earndheart tributes on cars.
You can't imagine life without Bojangles' sweet tea
Your annual church fundraiser always deals with bbq and potato salad
You have a sunburn from May to October
Your 'heavy winter clothing' consists of some turtleneck sweaters, a fuzzy jacket, and your daddy's boots
Your family has fried chicken once a week
You can tell the difference between cotton fields and tobacco fields while driving
One of your neighbors has a confederate flag hanging on their front porch
Those "damn yankees" are taking over your school/church/workplace/neighborhood...
You've been "properly raised", and yankees love it when they hear you say "ma'am" and "sir"
You get your carbs from biscuits, rolls, pancakes, and grits
You know the difference between a "redneck" and a "hick".
You own at least one surf shop or seafood restaurant shirts.
No matter what those people in ohio say, we are still "first in flight"
The Coca-Cola 600 is as big as the Super Bowl
You prefer Chick-fil-a to KFC
You know pastry is a chicken stew, not a dessert item.
Every time you visit someone you’re offered something to eat and a glass of tea.
Your granddaddy always wore overalls and your grandma always wore an apron.
In summer you have home-grown tomatoes with every meal.
When it rains and the creek rises, everyone gathers to see how high it rose.
You know that "chunk" the ball means to throw it.
You've had a burger "all the way" - chili and slaw on it.
You can recognize a copperhead and your heart drops when you see one.
You have at least one relative that raises collards.
Your folks have taken trips to the mountains to look at leaves.
Your school classes were cancelled because of a hurricane.
You know Krispy Kreme makes the best doughnut.
You have an opinion about UNC. You went there and loved it, or you hate everyone who did.
You know the best BBQ is found in Lexington
You would rather eat at Bojangles's than McDonald's
You have actually uttered the phrase "It's too hot to go to the pool"
You faithfully drink Pepsi or Mt. Dew everyday of your life.
You have your own secret bbq sauce.
You or your neighbors have more hunting dogs than you have family members.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from North Carolina.
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wow a lot of those a true...not the redneck ones, and i don't eat biscuits, grits, or pancakes. BUT I LOOOVE BBQ! LONG LIVE PIG PICKINS! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| i thought this song was funny. it's by the magnetic fields...whoever they are :P 88.1 played it today. you know...88.1 plays the weirdest shit. sometimes it's good but most the time it sucks (i don't think sucks is quite the word -_-)
I wish I had an evil twin
running ’round doing people in
I wish I had a very bad
and evil twin to do my will
to call and conquer, cut and kill
just like I would
if I weren’t good
and if I knew where to begin
down and down we go
how low no one would know
sometimes the good life wears thin
I wish I had an evil twin
my evil twin would lie and steal
and he would stink of sex appeal
all men would writhe
beneath his scythe
he’d send the pretty ones to me
and they would think that I was he
I’d hurt them and I’d go scot free
I’d get no blame and feel no shame
’cause evil’s not my cup of tea
down and down we go
how low one would not need to know
all my life there should have been
an evil twin | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| Uh huh, this my shit
All the girls stomp your feet like this
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
[2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]
I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack
Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms down, getting everybody fired up
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]
So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers
No principals, no student-teachers
All the boys want to be the winner, but there can only be one
So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all
Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you
That's right, I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust
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you hear someone talkin like that you better run like a mofo cuz that bitch is psycho! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| once upon a time there was a deer that lived in a volcano. his favorite food was clovers. in fact, this deer (whom we shall call bob to protect his identity) liked clover so much that he refused to eat any other food. this is where the problem with our little friend bob lies. you see, volcanoes aren't known for they mass clover populations. a long time ago clovers covered the landscape but they got so tired of losing their neighbors to flying lava rocks that they decided to migrate to a less dangerous location. -_- good god i can't do this!! tbc...fuckers...<.< *snicker* i just wanted to say that haha.
and this you see is the result of the looming end of semester threatening to destroy every student in the world. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| /cut
anyway, i went to see the incredibles finally on thanksgiving. for some reason i thought it would be some great comedy. it wasn't really that funny though. i did enjoy it though.
hmm what else, oh yeah, the very first day of my vacation i woke up sick as a dog. i had to put up with my mom asking if i had taken 4000 mg!!!!!!! of vitamin C. i'm sure your body can only hold about 1000 before you shit it out and yet she insists that i down a whole damn bottle.
OOOOOH the triangle town center has the snow machine out!! i love the snow machine ^^ it's so great! that made my day seeing that...and i got to pick out christmas present at suncoast that is nightmare before christmas. XD it's a coffin and jack pops out of it and says something. i don't know what he says because the box won't tell me and i can't open it!
i'm listening to the new gwen stefani cd right now. it's really weird. haha. there are these random songs with japanese girls yelling in them. it reminds me of you caitlin! hahaa. if i catch you on aim i should send you harajuku girls.
i forgot to do this before i left for the weekend but here it goes
HAAAAPPPPYYYYY BIRRRRTTHHHDAAAY KRISSTTTINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!ONE!!!111111!!!!ZORZ | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i saw this quiz on my not so twinny twin's lj and thought it was fun. this is just me pretending to update because i have nothing exciting to say :P
You are a Persian! You are quiet, gentle, and
loving, though sometimes you need extra
attention and care. Some might call you high
maintenance, but you just need to be pampered.
What breed of cat are you?
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high-maintenance? me??? *scoff* i think you are thinking of my mom! although, she's not quiet at all! i couldn't even count the number of times we've been in a restaurant and everyone was staring at us because of my mom and her friends laughing so damn loud. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Girls' School
A happy start, a sad, sad ending,
For every minute of the story.
Watch as their wills are broke and bending.
See the good girls in their glory.
We're a primary academy, we're a secondary seminary
Teaching finishing rinse and dancing tips and scorn.
Always concerned with plummeting virginity rates,
We lecture young girls on how babies are born.
Children! Make a chain! Children! Make a chain!
The staff here is severe yet so altruistic.
It hurts us more than it hurts them.
The new girls are tender. The old ones sadistic.
The late janitress was a gem.
Don't believe what the boys from next door heard.
Requirements do include math.
We draw straws and put our best foot forward.
Down the straight and narrow path.
Listen to the pretty song.
Happy as the day is long.
Forget the things you thought you knew.
We'll make a very good girl of you.
A pupil transferred here from Lavender Lake.
She wrote a winning essay on self-denial.
Some under-age urchins were forced to matriculate,
Their records kept here undefiled.
A neat retreat slips through the fingers.
Which little girl made the plan?
Surely involved were the vespers bell-ringers.
Down a ladder, through the gate, then they ran.
And the girls ran out of the schoolyard and up the hill behind.
"I'm scared!" said the littlest one.
"Don't worry." said the leader.
"They can catch us or they could kill us,
But they can never crush our spirits." | | comments: Leave a comment |
| 
LMFAO!!!!!!
you guys! that's johnny depp as willy wonka XDDDDDD sorry about my horrible newbish conduct but i just think it's so damn funny!! LOL
ok so i think that his hair should be wavey because the straight hair looks hilarious. i'm not going to be able to keep a straight face when this comes out. and the expression johnyy depp has tells me that he is going to just as off the wall as he was with jack sparrow. btw, that outfit! LURV IT *cough hack gag* i can' believe i just said lurv. anyway the outfit and the movie poster just reeeeks of Tim Burton :) you guys really should hide this stuff from me. i can't be trusted when i'm so hyped up on Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.
[edit] he looks like a pimp! ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *runs around laughing like a maniac* wheeee! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| want to read something creepy? go to http://www.dionaea-house.com/default.htm
if you do read it make sure you read everything. there are links to ljs and blogs. go there as well. read the comments too :) read read read. it's worth it though. it's very paranormal...and stuff. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| new icons...just an attempt to procrastinate on my math lab even more.
i've got a question. can headache medicine make you feel sick? as in nauseus (how the heck do you spell that word) i'm starting to suspect my pills for making me feel this way. then again, i have been feeling nauseaus a lot. it just feels different when i've taken the meds. oh my god! you don't think i'm pregnant do you! i could have been abducted by aliens and impregnated. i don't want to have an alien baby! nooooooooooooooooooooooo! seriously though, i really need to just throw up and get it over with. i've had it coming for weeks now.
on a different note, go to www.newgrounds.com and watch the video Memory. it's creepy. just watch it haha. i know nobody will though. you are all a bunch of scared ass wusses. want to argue? yeah? then prove me wrong and watch the damn thing. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| i saw this on matt's journal and decided to play around with it.
soo...apparently i got a head start on the whole sex thing. haha. of course i'm not 4 you silly people! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| well look who's updating.
this weekend i went out and got the Muse cd. i have to say it's one of the best cd's i've heard...EVER. lately i've been kind of lamenting over the lack of good original music and the fact that today if you want to be a rock star you can go buy a song and get it on the radio. instant stardom. that just doesn't fly with me. it's all so repetitive and boring. Muse is definetely not like that. The keyboards, and string arrangements are wonderful. I always gravitate more towards the musical stuff.
Lately i've been really frustrated and just plain...urrgh i don't know. I'm annoyed at this country, at my friends, at the little kids in the neighborhoord (well, i'm always mad at them). And NO it's not THAT, if you know what i mean. There is something to be said for being alone. Nobody can annoy me when i'm alone and i can really relax...but even then i get annoyed at something. Whatever, you don't care about this stuff do you. Why do i have the fucking blog.
Oh yeah, apparently i won't be going to app after all. You know the story that I was gonna take a road trip with my mom but i should have known it would never happen. My mom never gets anything done. NEVER. She always agrees to things when you come up with the idea but then she plans other shit or something. just once i'd like to think i could depend on my mom to carry through with something. that leads me on to so many other things that i can't stand about her...but that would just make me more frustrated right now and i'm not going in to it.
happy thoughts:
check out muse
bleach 5 came out ^^ yay
CN is showing Full Metal Alchemist...i'm not sure if that's good since they took away the torrents ; ;
Anime Unleashed is showing...Gad Guard?? XD wtf hahaha
i saw THE BEST THING AT BEST BUY. i can die happy now. (if you know my tastes you might guess what this great thing is :P) | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| LOL bleach has restored my interest in Orange Range. They crack me up :P Go Orange Range! if anyone wants to hear some songs i can send them to you over aim. of course...nobody ever wants to hear MY music XD
At least i know caitlin likes them...or at least just the song Viva Rock! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| | ok i CANNOT figure out how to make my picture show up with my entries. i know you can do it! it was working before i messed with the layout and i want it back the way it was! damn you livejournal! i can't do it : : | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | testing testing. as you may have noticed i'm letting lj do it's layout thing. i am just too lazy to mess with it myself :P i have new icons from Bleach! they are all of Ichigo. Funny thing is, he is a shinigami...and his name is Ichigo KUROSAKI...as in HISOKA KUROSAKI who is also a shinigami XD!!! i wonder if kurosaki is a legendary name. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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